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I’ve sat here for days now, thinking of what to say and how to say it….all
I can do is talk from my heart to you so here goes….
Hi, my name’s Sweet_N_Sexy / Sweet _N_ Sassy…lol either or……Rbow and
I with Hotlips and a few others came here and opened this room and now only 3 remain from the group. We then met all of you and became a family of sorts….an odd family, yet one who loves and looks out
for each other.
This letter is to let
you all know that I’m sick and won’t be getting well…….I have emphysema, which is a lung disease…plus
use of 1 and ½ lungs and allergies. Who knows what else they are gonna find…anyways,
it’s a slow death. They put me on liquid oxygen and I’ve known people
who don’t last long after that but I’m also a fighter. I just get
weak and tired easier and now I know why. I will chat as long as I can but when
things get worse well….maybe Tater will move my puter to my bedroom so I can try to chat from bed lol….have to
say hi when I can….I’m gonna literally smother to death, my lungs are just going to stop working. Yes I’m scared but I have all of you to help with that.
I
have a daughter 10 that I’m not telling until I have to…I want her to be able to enjoy her mom as long as I’m
able to…Yes there are some point out bye nics which I’ve become very close to but remember all of you help me
everyday to fight and keep me going and I can never repay you for this….I hope as my life gets closer to the end you
all find true happiness and love and please don’t settle for less…we never know what’s gonna happen. I love each of you for different reasons you make my days brighter and my nights worth
fighting for…
Rbow…lol you are
my little devilous buddy…Man we done it…we made a killer room with good people…and they said it couldn’t
be done….Shit we say they don’t know us huh?? lol…..Thanks hun for bein my bud, for givin me hell, for bitchin
at me lol all the LOVE notes (go fuck urself) LOL….One thing I love about you, I never know what ur gonna do …..you always keep me on my toes…and I
know you will for a while…I know you won’t let me give up…I love ya Hun…you’re the best…..Take
care of little Rb lol the ladys are gonna love him….Remember Harley is gonna let u in for free to see her sing J…I hate this but it easier than sayin good bye :P at least I’m sayin help me fight lol….Hell we still
gonna pull a drunk. **wink**…
Hot Thang……wow
the net made us friends and our hearts made us sisters…I love you….if God had given me a sister she would have
been YouJ...You helped
me see some of the world something I thought I’d never do….our time together is so special online when we visit
each other or talkin on the phone….you know all you have to do is call and Tater will fill u in if I can’t. J Me love u longgggggggggggggggggggggggg
time!!!!!!!
Limp…..one of your frist chatters and
a sweetie…ur a special man and friend. You also help show me new parts of the world
lol and I showed you a toothpick :P lol **sighs** no more wood for me tho lol
…I love the way you make me smile and ur charm is a special kind that’s hard to find..never change…some
lady’s gonna be very lucky to get you….muuahhhhhhs Limp ty for allowing me to be ur friend.
CowboyUp…I remember
the frist time u came to the room I was like ride a cowboy and save a horse lol…then we started talking and wow u was
deep and so special…Your kids mean as much to you as harley does to me…don’t find many men like that….and
dammit ya had to be cute and say darling **sighsss** lol I love teasin you and stealin your hat lol…CowboyUp never change
either hun…someday a lady will come ur way that deserves you…I hope I’m here to see it J…love ya hun be happy in ur life and kick my ass when I get down LOL (easy enough ur tall) LOL…..
Sandy and Lady_B…you
two girls are do damn cute and sweet I love to watch yall….i sit here smiling knowing that you both are my friends and
you both know I love you dearly….muuuahhhhhhhhhhhhhs girls give em hell LOL…….
Kaye, my TX sweetheart
damn hun you know frist hand what I’m gonna go through..I know it’s not gonna be easy but with wonderful loving
people like you, I know I will make it J….we have talked a lot about this and you know I love you and you knew about this letter not that
I hiding it its just suckin I can’t spell fer shit lol and hard to say what I’m thinking lol You know the blonde
in me….wait on my head LOL…*winks* GF lets keep them on their toes and our cute asses a wigglin while I goto a
wiggle LOL……..lol
Boss and Doggieee my two favorite jumpin jackasses LOL…..jk Boss, you
first…..You jumped into the room and we became buds right off lol I think
it’s because we both (short) JK LOL….i dunno what it was we just hit it off talking and become buds and good friends.
I’m glad we did, I miss ya….ya you’re the only man I’ll ever call Boss LOL so enjoy it hon the rest
well…..they don’t measure up *wink* I love yah un take care of urself
and ur daughter. Drop in and see me sometime if u catch me on pfffffft….
Doggie…geeeze dammit..it
took us a while but I grew on ya LOL ….. *sighs* im just to sweet, knew
you couldn’t resist lol….well Doggie u can pee on my floor anytime u know that I love u too and I won’t
say much cause we have talked a little and we know where we stand :P…
God I wish I could
write to everyone – would take days lol….i love each of you for so many different reasons and most of all I love
you for bein who you are never forget that!!!!! Old roomies and new we will share special times. As I get weaker, I will chat less but will always update you so you will know what’s goin on. You
can email me or ask Hotlips lol I’m sure she will know……I love you all longggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
time!!!!!!!!!
Love ya’ll lol
Got to love me..i’m so damn cute LOL jk muuahhhhhhs If there’a anyone I have forgotten, sorry didn’t
mean tooo….love you all..so many of you…so many reasons to fight J
Thank all of you from
the bottom of my heart……
Barb S_N_S
P.S. Nutz?? I didn’t forget you hun…we go back aways you and I J you know u was special then and ur special now….salted or unsalted….lol I still sux on my nutz…LOL
smoooooochessssssssssssssss hun :P I had someone else but well……we won’t go there…
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